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The funny thing about antidepressants is they kill everything you feel, except the anxiety.
Mental Illness
I've changed so many times i've lost count. I'm crying, i'm thinking …. the usual. I fear their judgment! I also fear they may agree with me. I'm laying here surrounded by geometry wishing it would crush me! It's torn it's torn, i'm torn and i can't get it back….
Trying to figure it out.
I wish i could express to you the emotions i'm feeling …. express to you the deepness and time i invest in them. Pointless endless amounts of time. I try, through the writings i do, but then the Nietzschian part of my very cluttered head tell's me it's pointless. Nothing is original, everything you feel someone's felt before, the words you speak and write someone else invented, and since you think before you speak…. your thoughts are unoriginal too. Yet, i love using writing as an outlet, it's my way of release. So i'm always in a constant battle, in my head. I realize i'm just some girl …. i'm twenty-four, drink way too much f
Can nothing be left ALONE?!?!
…. now it’s ” On the Road “
They are just turning this in to another book the future generation won’t read. Oh, let’s not forget all the kids who will go see this and say they are down with Kerouac and beatniks. Oh joy! When the rest of us have been doing this for years, and know it’s not something that can be taught.
…. Let’s not forget the indie Soundtrack.
Randall calls....
.... and i tell him i'm thinking about becoming a rapper …..
Randall : Oh… oh … i didn't know that.
Me: Yup, i'm a rapper now.
We start talking about if i'm going to be a controversial rapper or not.
Randall: Well?
Me: Do you really think, i want to have beef in the rap game, in my first year in the rap game?
Randall: What?!
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